A PHOENIX,
SHE MOVES FROM LIFE TO LIFE
and leaves
only the ashes of her old self
behind. She
plunges into the dark
future from
the glare of her funeral pyre
that
brightens the sky of her past
for miles
and years and leaves a legend
told to
generations of children
of a vast
golden one whose gleaming
body rose
from the burning corpse,
blotting
out the moon
with huge
wings beating against
the burning
air to lift the dead
ground to
the living night sky and fly
through the
moon to a new place
with new
people where she could be
new
herself—until the destroyer
strikes
again. Like a hunting eagle,
she lands,
claws outstretched,
golden
crest and feathers lost
in transit,
her wings already disappearing.
She grows
backward, smaller.
Now she can
only crawl
into and
out of shallow holes
in the
ground of this new life.
Still, the
wise avoid trampling her
for they
know
she drags
death behind her.
Published in Heart’s Migration
(Tia Chucha Press, 2009).
Just finished the last of a bunch of grant applications. Tomorrow on this blog, Effigies II, a new anthology of poetry by Indigenous women edited by Allison Hedge Coke.
REPLY TO COMMENTS (since Blogger still won't let me comment on my own blog):
Reine, I'm sorry to be late responding to your lovely comment, but I lost internet right after posting this and have only just gotten it back. I'm glad the poem resonated with you. xoxo
REPLY TO COMMENTS (since Blogger still won't let me comment on my own blog):
Reine, I'm sorry to be late responding to your lovely comment, but I lost internet right after posting this and have only just gotten it back. I'm glad the poem resonated with you. xoxo
She drags death behind her...
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